Wednesday, September 27, 2017

My Identity

My roles in life is being an older sister, daughter, oldest cousin, and a stepdaughter. All of does roles are very important to me. Being an older sister is very important to me bacause I get to be a role model to my sisters and brother. And also to teach them things in life, and be always be thier by thier side. Being a daughter it's important to me because if my mom needs my help some day, I will be thier for her. Being an older cousin for me is the best Because I can also teach my youngest cousins what is wrong and what is good. Finally, being a stepdaughter is an important role for me. The reason is because I showed my stepdad how to be a father before he actually have is own kids.
   One of my important job as a teen is being dancer. Being a dancer it's important to me because that will help me build my career and my future. In the future, I'm planing to be a professional dancer. Then being dancer now will help me build up some more skills in dancing for the future.

Friday, September 15, 2017

My dance performance.

      On Saturday I'm going to perform on the October fest. I am really excited for tomarrow, because  I had never performed in a fest. I'm going to perform two songs with my other friends tomarrow in the fest. I hope me and my friends do great in our performance.

Friday, September 8, 2017

Me in the future

      In 10 years I see myself finishing college. One of the college I have in mind to go to is called, "Southeastern Illinois college". After finishing college, I would start my carrear by being a veterinary. A veterinary is basically like a doctor for animals only. The reason I want to be a veterinary is because I do truly love helping animals in needs. My other big goals is to travel around the world. If I'm planing to be a veterinary, then I might have enough money to travel around the world. Later on, I would love to have my own family. I at least want two kids. I do really love kids, and that is why I want my one children's. In 10 years, I would also love to have my own huge, and beautiful house. When I do get my own house, I would love to get a husky with blue eyes. And if I do get the dog, I would named it Snowy.
        After i become a veterinary, I wold also want to be a professional dancer. If I cant make it as a professional dancer. Then I would just become a dance teacher.

The Attention I need it

     One of the most saddest  days in my life is when my mom and stepdad stoped giving me their attention. All of this started two years ago.
     When my mom and stepdad received their new child, which is my baby sister  Alexa. After Alexa arrived, my mom and stepdad started giving her all of their attention to Alexa. I didn't mind. But the problem was that, they stoped giving me all of their attention. I do truly love my baby sister Alexa. Alexa is very active little girls, she's crazy, and a funny one. I ones did thought that she stoled my parents love from me. But at the same time, I thought to myself that would of been silly of me thinking that way.
      My mom's behavior change to a fun mom into a serious mom. (But only with me). My mom used to give me her attention. Now she doesn't. Why? Because ones my mom told me that Alexa  needs more attention than I do. Ones my mom told me that she was giving me her attention. Either way, I still felt the same way.
      Now, my stepdad is a very hard working man, he's funny, silly, respectful, and a super active man. But, a day came when he also stoped giving me his attention. He used to pay attention to me. But now because he has his own child. He stoped giving me his attention.
       A day came when I really felt left out. It was a day in the afternoon when my stepdad left to work without saying goodbye to me. Tears started coming out. That exact day, my mom knew their was something wrong with me. So, I told her what was wrong with me and how I felt. My mom decided to talks about it with my stepdad too. I wasn't really sure to talk about it with my stepdad. The reason why is because I thought that he wouldn't care because I'm  not her biological daughter.
      Well, we had our whole full hour talking about my situation. I told my both parents what was wrong with me and how I felt. My both parents told me that they do give me there whole attention, but because Alexa is still a baby. She needs the attention too. Then it made me realized that my baby sisters needs the attention too just like I do.